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Hello my friends and watchers...
I have been picking up my pen, getting my clipboard with the legal pad on it, and attempting to write a poem. No matter what I do, I just cannot come up with anything! I've tried playing music, and lighting incense. I've tried writing while having a glass of wine, and also tried after meditating. I have tried reading some classics, including Shakespeare and Blake. I've tried praying and using Oracle cards to help. None of these things have worked! I have decided to try and find out what the cause of such a prolonged inability to write is. One of my strongest suspicions is that it is some medicine I take being the cause. Resperidol is a strong anti-psychotic which I take for my PTSD. My wife tells me that after starting Resperidol, I am a bit slower in my thinking and even some of my motor skills are slower. Another culprit could be Gabapentin. This is a drug I take for anxiety and panic attacks. I take it 3 times a day, and I am unsure whether or not it has anything to do with my not being able to write poetry. I have decided to stop taking these meds just long enough to see if I can write again. I know it is bad to stop my medicine, and my doctor would kill me if he knew I was going to do this. Poetry is my life, and is what keeps me grounded. I have to try...
I want to thank all of my friends that follow me here, and continue to support me, even though I am in a dry spell. It means the world to me and is what keeps me here.
My continued prayers to my friend Samira, Birgit, Dee, Chas, and Flori
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